Broskiiiii.

So...wow.
My life is just one big out-of-body experience.

An occasionally awesome one, though.

Oh botha. (I just watched Winnie the Pooh's Christmas Movie)

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a note with 16 random things, shortcomings, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Also, find your name and why.

...okay I'm not like tagging this to people but if you're one of the 1.8 people who read this, feel free to do it. I'm really just egotistical and like to talk about myself.

1. I used to have really bad OCD that I never told my parents about
2. My heart literally aches when I watch old musical movie huge dance numbers because it makes me so happy
3. There are actually a couple of songs I can sing well but I would never sing them for anyone or say what they are because then I might actually have to have someone hear me sing seriously
4. I'm probably meant to be a teacher
5. I feel bad for thinking that isn't good enough of a career for me
6. I lie all the time to people I'm not close to about stupid things for no reason
7. I've never really been scared of anything
8. I am an immense sucker for stupid romance comedies
9. I automatically assume that any very talented person is cool and I want to meet him/her (even though they're often not)
10. I compulsively come up with long lists of reasons why things happen (based on the everything happens for a reason theory)
11. People perceive me far differently than I perceive myself
12. I think I know the exact type of people I want to be friends with/life I want to be leading, but I'm not friends with them and I'm not leading it (not that I don't love my own friends)
13. I will make out in the rain before I die
14. I could literally watch movies for a week straight and be fine with that
15. When I like someone I can obsess over them in my head--only one has ever lasted
16. I overanalyze everything people do


Good God, I'm lame.

...Winter Wonderland?

So that was a lovely surprise. I've got to say, as unfulfilling as shit can be, Christmas somehow makes it better. During this time of year I feel like I should be able to just walk up to anyone and hug them and hand them a Christmas CD and they would respond with a "Oh, thanks, Merry Christmas!" and a hug. Unfortunately not many people are like that, but by never trying it I can maintain some hope.

I have an inkling that there are a few people out there who would respond how I want them to.

The most annoying moments lately have been the ones where I know exactly what I want in life, because then I have the back-to-reality moment and it's so depressing.

Anyway, I'm really excited that everyone's going to be in town for a little while. I've actually had a decent time with my school friends and my my-grade friends, but I just miss people. I want to have a lot of fun over the break. I need to have a lot of fun over the break. I will have a lot of fun over the break.

CHRISTMASSSSS, YESSSSSSS.