Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I wish I could prescribe chill pills to people.

I find it kind of sad how malleable I am. I just read an old journal (real journal on paper and all) and as a sophomore I defined quite well my malleablility. I now tend to think I'm a very defined person--like I know what I believe in and what I care about and what I think is bad...
But I've recently re-realized that I completely just mold to fit whomever or whatever I'm around. I think that may be sad but I really don't care because it makes everything SO MUCH EASIER when you're agreeable. People like to be with people they can be comfortable around, and maybe it's good that no one has to feel on edge around me. Even if I think I disagree with someone I don't think I'd ever say anything. It's never worth it. Or very rarely at least. Like if I think Obama is an amazing person and you think McCain is... so the fuck what? Why would I want to fight over that? Close minded people are just that--CLOSE MINDED. Hence they will probably not give a shit what I say. And none of it ultimately matters anyways. So schwateva.
I wish people would just get a grip and realize they're all going to die and being worked up about stuff does nothing. Nothing at ALL.

1 comment:

Matt Armato said...

I think this is why you have fifty bajillion Facebook friends. Agreeable is the way to be.

I think I'm with you on the most part. When I don't agree with something a close friend says, though, I'm usually pretty sure stating my mind won't really turn into any huge issue.

Other than that... well, I USED to just go with the flow, but lately I've really enjoyed causing confrontation. It's sort of a new hobby?

I'd also like to state that my word verification code is "matiman." This is noteworthy because I used to call myself "Mattie man" way back in the grade school years. Fun fact.